He had been my boss for several years and my friend for just as long. We worked very closely together and we shared a lot of details with each other... enough details to know how to get what we wanted from each other while pretending we were subtle. He asked me to have an affair with him. I said no. That was the first of many lies I told myself during the next five years.
Our affair was a strange one. It was probably 85% flirtation and conversation. We debated everything, politics, education, religion. He was an intellectual match for me on many levels. That made the times he put his hands on me even more exciting. We spent the first year and half routinely waiting for the office to clear so I could suck his dick in the conference room. Once a week, I eagerly took him into my mouth and did the one thing I knew his wife wouldn't. He became bolder as time went by. A grope here, a kiss there. He was becoming reckless and I was a wreck.
As his business began to fail, he began to demand more. He made it clear he was going to fuck me. He called the office one day and told me to remove my bra and panties because he was on the way there. I obediently complied. He arrived, locked up the office, took me into the conferece room, grabbed the back of my head and kissed me so deeply I couldn't breathe. He roughly pushed me down onto my hands and knees and got behind me. He raised my skirt and with no foreplay, no teasing, no subtle touch, he brutally fucked me. I had wanted him for so long but never imagined he would be so rough with me. He stood up and matter-of-factly told me he had to go and lock up. My head was still spinning the next day when he sold the company.
We saw each other a few more times afterward until his wife finally figured it out. It was not a good situation for either of us. (a story for another time...)
I knew going in to this that it was just sex. Another lie I told myself...
He told a few lies too...
I will never leave my wife... he did.
If I do, I want to be with you...he didn't.
I am too busy to date other women....he found the time.
I am not moving in with her....he did.
I have told him to leave me alone and never speak to me again, but he knows just what to say to make me forget why I am so mad. We continue on with whatever this is. We steal an hour or two here or there. Not very often anymore.
He most recently showed up in the middle of night. We went outside and he grabbed me back the back of my hair and kissed me like he did that time we had sex then told me he felt like he couldn't get enough of me. That might be his sweetest lie yet.
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